Missing Person

No no one I know is missing. I miss some of my friends. Friend 1 I had known for years, since 1989 as a matter of fact. I screwed up and then sent a note/birthday card i should not have sent. So I finally wrote her again to explain the last 16 months or so and say I was sorry because I was and am. I did something dumb. I've not heard from her. My VBFF got a Christmas card from her. God Bless her; she's a great chick and deserves nothing but the best.

Friend 2 goes back to my Boston days. One of the many but she was always extremely supportive of me, VBFF and our endeavors. We had a lot of great times. She lives on the E. Coast now and we've just recently started to re-re-acquaint.

Friend 3 is here in Raleigh and is just distant. We're close but we're not and I wish we were closer.

Friend 4 was gone for a week, the week since I've been out of work and can I just say...damn long week without Friend. I miss this person and can't wait to see them, I think I will tomorrow. It was odd having them gone. Talking only 1x during the last week. Very, very strange. I miss them terribly.

I miss parts of me as well. I think I know where they are and how to get them back...stay tuned.