SO, I knew that my step-dad does not like me, does not like that I'm here living with them...if I failed to exist he'd be fine with that. He wants my mother all to himself. Period.
Well, I talked to my gramma today, mom's mom, and was telling her what's going on and so forth. Before we drove up there for her 85th birthday party, Dave apparently called her and asked her to take me for a walk and convince me to stay in Thorp and live with her. He's flat out said he would get a truck and 'ship you and your crap to your dad's tomorrow.' In front of my mother.
We went out Friday night, he and I, to dinner and then to the GetDown and Gov's mall. So basically I am an evil person, I do not pray, I am naive, cruel and only out for myself. I do not care about anyone but me and even if I had money I still wouldn't...I'm sorry, wait, are we still talking about me?! Yes, in Dave's world, we are. I am a burden.
He is on his way to Orlando to spend time with my mom, as I elected not to go, because he wants to spend time with her..just her...I elected not to go not in order to hurt my mother, though I realize I did that too, but because after Dave's little hissy fit, I'm trying to be as uninvolved as humanly possible.
Every 34 year old wants to be at home, living with their parents in a town meant for retirees and college people, putting their life on hold until they can get back to the regularly scheduled program known as their life.
Does it hurt? Yes. Piss me off? Ah yes, that too! Make me want to pretty much work non-stop to save money & pay down bills and get out of here. You better freakin' believe it!
I am going to begin really dealing with my issues, crying my way thru all this stuff, so I can move on with my life, bigger, better, happier and way more successful than before. That and debt-free. One day at a time. I will get there...
Sunday, November 9, 2008
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HOW DO YOU DO... TRUTH
True lies
You thought Arnie n your Mum were shysters, c’mon he is. There’s these people, old women who circumnavigate the globe with the sole intention of propergating twoddle. They’re mystical you see, because no one ever remembers seeing or speaking to these “old wives” although we always remember their tales. Some tales are inside you now:
Goldfish have a memory of only three seconds
More like a few months, but what the frig do they have to remember.
Lemmings engage in suicidal dives off cliffs when migrating.
A lie made by Old Disney Wives.
Thomas Crapper did not invent the flush toilet, Thomas Edison did not invent the light bulb, and Henry Ford did not invent the automobile.
Nope, all me.
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